I tried to do a good job, in order to round my college dream, perhaps the greater the hope, the more disappointed. Along with the end of the college entrance examination, the day, the dream is broken, the heart is broken, the world seems to be choking! However, life has to continue, I can not give up my childhood dream, I still have a lot of desire to achieve. I know everything will start all over again, as long as I have enough courage to face life. In the infinite vision and daydream, the university life begins. Time is always from behind you silently slip away, from your feet down, flew out of sight...... Unconsciously, the university life is almost a year! Remember when I first entered the University, often walking alone in a huge campus looked at the strange faces, the heart is so lonely, at that moment, feel oneself is so small. However, I am still so confident that, in fact, sometimes people are really very helpless, that is my only way to cheer up. Most of the time, total love memories during tense and fulfilling life in high school, then we do not seem to grow up, heart the innocence didn't seem to disappear, think of the the because of failing the exam stubborn to grin and want to cry but smiled at me girl; think of the smiling look, like cocked his head and asked me questions of a boy; think of...... Everything is so clear and bright. When we are living in the present moment, we do not feel happy, looking back at their own way, the rest of the only regret! Then let me think of a very ordinary words "lost only know how to cherish" must be the true meaning of life. I don't want to let myself live in yesterday, because yesterday has no hope, only memories. When too much of my attention yesterday, today has been quietly away, tomorrow unconsciously coming. I have is more attributable to yesterday. I don't want to let my tomorrow for today and regret. After entering college, learning is no longer so nervous, seems to have more time and space by yourself to control, as long as you have enough passion to put into. Gradually, I felt that I was growing up in the invisible, independent, strong, the old man is always so magical, in his lead, I found the sky belongs to their own. Life is no longer empty, no longer monotonous, no longer lonely...... In learning, never dare to slack up, because he is very clear, life is not sympathetic to the weak, not motivated people ought not to have the good today, even if life gives me too much suffering. I put every failure down for a try, not to feel inferior, not to complain that there are too many twists and turns of life sea if they lose the rolling waves, lose virility; desert if the Kuangwu Feisha lost, will lose the spectacular. Life is also so, live too vulgar, life also lost its original charm. Life, met a lot of friends, had remained convinced that, in the vast sea of humanity, can encounter is a kind of fate, met and become friends let me doubly cherish. Each person's heart color is not the same, each person has a different world, it is because of this, sometimes with friends. Had misunderstandings from friends and quietly tears, sad was appeared the generation gap with their parents and cry aloud or silent, because... Perhaps this is youth. Youth can laugh, can make, this is the youth to give us special treatment, if one day you no longer have a strong physique, exuberant energy, unlimited potential, then you are no longer young. Most of the time, like a man sat, like a lot of things, like something far, if it is not to the point of reverie. Occasionally a fresh giggle, unashamed laughter, occasionally weeping, shaking heaven and earth...... Perhaps, has already entered the university I have not grown up, that's still in the heart. In fact, I hope I don't want to grow up, because that would not have to take more responsibility, there will not be more trouble and pressure, believe in yourself can do a happy angel. Use your smile to melt the cold, to light the darkness around you. But I believe that when I experienced wind and rain that day when I fell again and staggered that day, when I from the sky flying over the day, I have grown up, I will very proud to tell the world "grow up good!" In fact, life is happiness, even if your life is spent in failure. For a living, you can see the mountains are green, the sea is blue, snow is white; for a living, you can see the day like onions, as long as you own a piece of peel, a piece will make you cry more than. When I understand all this, it seems like a lot easier, I don't need to carry too much, I can live more and more, and live well in my own way, for all the people I love and love me! There is a never exhausted spring world, there is a deep sense of love will never die out. Be thankful for their parents...... Be thankful to my friends...... Be thankful for life...... I am so happy
    我試著努力去做好，為了圓我的大學(xué)夢(mèng)，或許希望越大，失望就越大。伴隨著高考結(jié)束的那一天，在無(wú)數(shù)期待的日子里，夢(mèng)最終還是碎了，心也碎了，世界仿佛都窒息了！
    可是，生活不得不繼續(xù)，我不能放棄兒時(shí)的夢(mèng)想，我還有著很多心愿未能實(shí)現(xiàn)。我知道一切的一切都可能重頭開(kāi)始，只要我有足夠的勇氣面對(duì)生活。
    在無(wú)限的憧憬和遐想中，大學(xué)生活開(kāi)始了。時(shí)間總是從你身后悄無(wú)聲息的溜走，從你的腳底下滑過(guò)，從你的視野里飛過(guò)……不知不覺(jué)中，大學(xué)生活都快一年啦！還記得剛進(jìn)大學(xué)時(shí)，每每獨(dú)自走在偌大一個(gè)校園里望著一張張陌生的面孔，內(nèi)心是那么的孤寂，就在那一瞬間，感覺(jué)到自己竟是如此的渺小。然而，我對(duì)自己依舊那么自信，其實(shí)有時(shí)候人真的很無(wú)奈，那也成為我振作起來(lái)的動(dòng)力。
    很多時(shí)候，總愛(ài)回憶那段緊張而又充實(shí)的高中生活，那時(shí)的我們似乎還未長(zhǎng)大，內(nèi)心的那份童真似乎還未泯滅，想起了那個(gè)因?yàn)榭荚嚥患案窬髲?qiáng)地咧嘴想哭卻又沖我笑的女孩；想起了那個(gè)微笑著看人，喜歡歪著頭問(wèn)我問(wèn)題的男孩；想起了……一切的一切都是如此的清晰明朗。當(dāng)我們正活在當(dāng)下時(shí)并未感到自己是幸福的，回頭看看自己走過(guò)的路，剩下的也只有遺憾啦！這時(shí)讓我想起一句極平凡的話“失去才懂得珍惜”想必就是生活的真諦吧。
    我不想讓自己生活在昨天，因?yàn)樽蛱鞗](méi)有希望，只有回憶。當(dāng)我過(guò)多的注意昨天時(shí)，今天已無(wú)聲無(wú)息地溜走，明天不知不覺(jué)的到來(lái)，我所擁有的是越來(lái)越多的歸屬于昨天。我不想再讓自己的明天為今天而遺憾。
    步入大學(xué)后，學(xué)習(xí)已不再那么的緊張，似乎有著更多的時(shí)間和空間由你自己去支配，只要你有足夠的激情投入。漸漸的，感覺(jué)自己在無(wú)形中長(zhǎng)大了，獨(dú)立了，堅(jiān)強(qiáng)了，時(shí)間老人總是那樣的神奇，在他的帶領(lǐng)下我找到了那片屬于自己的天空。生活不再空虛，不再單調(diào)，不再孤寂……在學(xué)習(xí)上，自己從不敢懈迨，因?yàn)樽约汉芮宄?，生活是不?huì)同情弱者的，不上進(jìn)的人不該擁有今天的美好，即使生活給予我太多的磨難。我把每一次的失敗歸結(jié)為一次嘗試，不去自卑，不去抱怨生命有太多的曲折，大海如果失去了巨浪的翻滾，就失去了雄渾；沙漠如果失去了飛沙的狂舞，就失去了壯觀。人生也是如此，活得太庸俗，生命也就失去了原有的魅力。生活上，結(jié)識(shí)了很多朋友，一直深信著，茫茫人海中，能相遇是一種緣，能相識(shí)從而成為朋友更讓我倍加的珍惜。每個(gè)人的心靈色彩都不會(huì)一樣，每個(gè)人心中都有不同的世界，正因?yàn)槿绱?，時(shí)而與朋友發(fā)生不快。曾因朋友的誤解而悄然的流淚，曾因與父母出現(xiàn)了代溝而大聲的哭泣或默然的傷感，曾因……也許這就是青春。青春時(shí)可以笑，可以鬧，這都是青春給予我們特殊的待遇，如果有一天你不再擁有健壯的體魄，旺盛的精力，無(wú)限的潛力時(shí)，那時(shí)你已不再年輕。
    很多時(shí)候，喜歡一個(gè)人呆呆地坐著，想很多的事，想很遠(yuǎn)的事，仿佛是不著邊際的遐想。偶爾會(huì)一個(gè)勁的傻笑，毫無(wú)顧忌的笑，偶爾也會(huì)不停地流淚，驚天動(dòng)地地哭……或許，早已步入大學(xué)的我還未長(zhǎng)大，內(nèi)心的那份童心依舊在。其實(shí)，我是多么的希望自己不要長(zhǎng)大，因?yàn)槟菢泳筒槐爻袚?dān)更多的責(zé)任，不會(huì)有更多的煩惱和壓力了，信奉自己能夠做一個(gè)快樂(lè)的天使。用自己的微笑去融化周?chē)暮洌フ樟吝@周?chē)暮诎?。但我相信，?dāng)我經(jīng)歷了風(fēng)吹雨打的那一天，當(dāng)我再次跌倒和踉蹌的那一天，當(dāng)我從天空飛過(guò)的那一天，我已經(jīng)長(zhǎng)大，我會(huì)很自豪的告訴世界：“長(zhǎng)大真好！”
    其實(shí)活著就是幸福，即使你的一輩子都是在失敗中度過(guò)。因?yàn)榛钪?，可以看到山是綠的，海是藍(lán)的，雪是白的；因?yàn)榛钪?，可以明白日子活像洋蔥，只要你自己一片片的剝開(kāi)，總有一片是會(huì)讓你流淚不止的。
    當(dāng)我明白這一切時(shí)，似乎輕松了許多，我不再需要背負(fù)太多，我可以更加瀟灑地活著，按自己的方式好好地活著，為了所有我愛(ài)的人和愛(ài)我的人！世界上有一個(gè)永遠(yuǎn)不會(huì)枯竭的泉眼，那里有濃濃的愛(ài)流出，不會(huì)枯竭。
    對(duì)父母心懷感激……
    對(duì)朋友心懷感激……
    對(duì)生活心懷感激……
    我很快樂(lè)！